Fuck it all.
If you can’t beat em
Fuck playing fair.
I’ll have my own bit of fun now.
- Got hospitalized.
- Tweaked the fuck out.
- mom thought it was hilarious.
- I did too.
- Many people gave me new perspectives on life.
- I thought hard about it all. Really hard.
- Got diagnosed with depression.
- not surprised
- got meds
- I feel fucking amazing
- rediscovered new friendships
- redeiscovered how to be a kid
- had a fucking blast
- I stopped being a stupid fuck.
- met new poeple
- made new friends
- found out im getting a car in 2 weeks
- met someone fucking awesome
- she taught me what the hell I used to be all about
- she taught me I can still be that person
- she taught me how to have fun
- she taught me that there’s so much ahead
- she taught me not to let the hard things get me.
- she taught me I can be single and happy.
- she’s a fucking fantastic friend.
- Her, and everyone else today and everything else just made me realize…
I’m young. I’m in control. I can do whatever the fuck I want.
I will make the most if this situation.
I found my happiness.
No more looking back.
This is my life.
+1 to the bucket list.
If only school were this easy.