Fuck it all.

If you can’t beat em

join em.

Fuck rules.

Fuck manners.

Fuck playing fair.

I’ll have my own bit of fun now.

- Got hospitalized. 

- Tweaked the fuck out.

- mom thought it was hilarious.

- I did too.

- Many people gave me new perspectives on life.

- I thought hard about it all. Really hard.

- Got diagnosed with depression.

- not surprised

- got meds

- I feel fucking amazing

- rediscovered new friendships

- redeiscovered how to be a kid

- had a fucking blast

- partied

- I stopped being a stupid fuck.

- met new poeple

- made new friends

- found out im getting a car in 2 weeks

- met someone fucking awesome

- she taught me what the hell I used to be all about

- she taught me I can still be that person

- she taught me how to have fun

- she taught me that there’s so much ahead

- she taught me not to let the hard things get me.

- she taught me I can be single and happy.

- she’s a fucking fantastic friend.

- Her, and everyone else today and everything else just made me realize…

I’m young. I’m in control. I can do whatever the fuck I want.

I will make the most if this situation. 

I found my happiness.

No more looking back.

This is my life.